Existing with the horrors and invisibility of M.E. I am a skeptic, non-theist, artist/writer and horribly ill. Literary journal, "The Closet Door" is seeking contributions -. short fiction, non-fiction, poetry and visual art, for and about, invisibility - illnesses, LGBT, atheism/secularism - anything about stepping out of the closet and giving yourself a voice. Send work to: theclosetdoorpress@gmail.com. Soon to be a website accepting original music and soundscapes.
Sunday, March 27, 2016
Many Lives, Just Not Mine
I’ve lived many lives
but none of them mine
like trains from Auschwitz
emptied of life
but also of horror.
I’ve been the old woman
haggard and worn
peaceably ruined by self-induced
solitude,
afraid of her own Dark.
I’ve been an infant
complete, omniscient
before the infinity of possible dendrite pathways
wilted in the
familiarity of ignorance.
I’ve been a giant
too large for his own shoes
whose tears carved craters and canyons;
His bones impassible mountains
unscathed by Lilliputian archaeologists.
I’ve even been you,
you watching me;
puzzled by your own inner stirrings,
reminiscent of another dimension perhaps, or
longing to open the gates
to set me free.
But listen –
I’ve never lived inside
my own soul.
I’ve never even been
where you are searching for me.
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